*A mindless blabber ahead.*

Sigh…

Honestly, I’m not looking forward to my 2-week Indo trip.

Ok, I’m in “external programme” with 2 others and our job is to plan out the activities there.

Recently, 1 of them was admitted to hospital due to fever. Her sis is also down with H1N1. So she drew out of the team.

And now the other one backed out too due to parental objection. She’s also down with a mild flu.

So I am the only one left…

There’s a meeting later in the morning in school with some of us… And I guess I am supposed to oversee it?

That’s fine, but I just knew that.

Hmmm and the thought of leaving my Cello and missing 4 orchestra pracs… And leaving my piano with an impending exam in August… Weighs me down.

I could have done so much more ‘urgent’ stuff in that 2 weeks. Though it’ll definitely be an eye-opener where I can learn much and have fun at the same time…

But there’s always this “but”…

Aileen, please JUST SHUT UP, DO AND GO. KICK YOUR BUTT!

 

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Ok……………

What kind of holiday is this…

I haven’t had the chance to taste boredom! It might sound stupid yea…

But I just wanna be carelessly left alone (that includes having my HP out of sight).

I miss spending time by myself.

Ah… Pure indulgence.